everytime i log into lj and i giggle cos it's like my little hidden twilight shrine.

giggle.

last day of 2009 and i spend it coughing, sneezing, nauseous and achy all over.
way to go.

so.. it's not important. it's not impactful enough. this thing that you do to make me upset. 

when you start something, make sure you end it. and make sure you end on a high note. not whining, not dissing. not by throwing a water balloon at me and running away..not by tagging someone's blog and spreading rumours - btw that's just low man. seriously. i read this somewhere 'That is why I said that she was like the Queen Bee... but had no problems letting her minions take a fall.' so i started thinking. are you the queen bee or just a minion?

i believe you have a life of your own. so stop dissing mine and stfu. if you think you're better off, so be it. if you think you're different from the 600 million people out there, so be it. if you think you are __________ (fill in the blank with whatever you feeling-feeling ah) so BE IT. it doesn't matter to me.

you have opinions. so do i. just because you're younger/older/more experienced/married later/all that i am NOT, doesn't make you a better person in my eyes. only yours. when i don't like someone's opinions, i don't go on and on and on and OMG ONNN about it? no because everyone has opinions and even on days when i lack good judgement, i don't do things like you do.

so give it a rest, cos seriously, not everything i/he/she/they say is about you. just because someone wrote 'says fuck you' in their fb status, don't jump the gun and assume it was you.

so whatever, ok. don't drag me in a battle between you and your ego.

oh and please don't quote me out of context. don't take a sentence like 'saw a movie today, best tagline ever, 'who can you trust?' and her best friend was her killer!!!' and turn it into 'she's such a bitch... when someone asks her a simple question and off she goes, 'who can you trust???' right straight from her blog!! whats the point right..you tell me.'

so whatever, do what you want. think what you want. because your words are gonna bite you in the ass someday when your 'friends' use it against you. and when that day comes, it's not me who's gonna be hurt and upset. it's gonna be you. feed fuel to the fire that's fire's gonna burn your fucking face.